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113 BPM
03:49
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last Saturday I felt some chest pain and thought that I was dying
so I went to the cardiologist because my blood pressure was heightened
last summer I was such a hypochondriac,
but then I thought that I was better, yeah I thought that I was better
convince myself that I just had a heart attack,
she can't help if I don't let her, she can't help if I don't let her
please, please don't
let me go
down in this never ending black hole
I think of getting medication but that shit can be so frightening
my doctor offered me some Xanax, saw the bait but I’m not biting
now everybody goes to therapy and they all tell me:
"that could make it better," maybe that would make it better
I got a journal just to fill with gratitude
I’ll write myself a nice love letter, write myself a nice love letter
please, please don't
let me go
down in this never ending black hole
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Bed Bugs
02:58
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Three whole years of this
Five more months to go
Yeah I’m allowed to be pissed
Keep saying you’ll fix it tomorrow
Tomorrow
Yeah I’ll withhold the rent
Till you do your fucking job
I’m so sick of this
Entitlement
Sick of getting robbed
Sick of spending
All of my nights wide awake in my bedroom
Waiting for sounds coming from my walls
All of my days checking clothes for bed bugs
I’m sick of it all
I’m sick of it all
Yeah you raised the rent
When it was against the law
Maybe you don’t give a shit
But I won’t take the fall
Sick of spending
All of these nights wide awake in my bedroom
Waiting for sounds coming from my wall
All of these days deftly dodging debris
I’m sick of it all
I’m sick of it all
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Aquarius
02:47
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What if you're not around
What if I shoot up but never come down
Im running out of out of luck
But why should you give a fuck
Got a fever
And I can’t see straight
Non-believer
In and out of place
Jesus, I smoke too much
Maybe I’m paranoid and I don’t know who to trust
Jesus, my lyrics suck
You tell me,
I’m such an Aquarius, yeah
Got a fever
I just can’t see straight
Non believer
In and out of place
Such an Aquarius
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Walls
04:45
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Read your note up on the wall
Said that you had such a beautiful soul
And i just can’t disagree
But all I felt was petty jealousy
Cause you just can’t be with me
The way I need you to
And neither want to leave
But there’s only so much that I can go through
Let’s go out to our place
We can talk about it face to face
Cause I only bring it up
When I feel like you’re withholding your love
But you say we feel the same
You convince me that a labels just a name
And I know you speak your truth
But I’m running out of ways I can improve
Cause you just can’t be with me
The way I need you to
And neither want to leave
But there’s only so much that we can go through
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5. |
Off The Cuff
03:32
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I wanna be alone in my suffering
So I can just pretend
That Im the one who’s special
And that no one understands
But the second that I drop my act
And let my ego die
That could be the moment
that I find some peace inside
It’s not like I’ve got ideas
that no one else has said
It’s not like I’m a genius
cause I live inside my head
Everything’s derivative
No one is divine
But sometimes it feels easier
To be one of a kind
Everyone is high school said
I was destined for great things
I just wish they knew that now
Their expectations sting
Friendships come and friendships go
And college was a scam
But I guess it lead me here,
It’s all part of the plan
So I change my mindset,
Think of everything I have
So much to be grateful for
I do the best I can
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Jameson May Jersey City, New Jersey
described as “really fun… if you like crying yourself to sleep at night,” jameson’s delicate bedroom folk/rock lives in that
special space between wistful hope and sweet sadness. his intimate melodies and confessional lyricism sound best late at night or in the wee hours of the morn.
he hopes his music can bring you at least a little bit of the peace and fulfillment it has brought him.
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